She

she’s so afraid
so afraid of everything
doesnt want to paint because she’s afraid of color
lately she sees everything in black in white

she refuses to write
because she knows you read
and doesnt want to hurt any one any more
because her truths arent pretty

she is dramatic
because she has no idea what goes on in that mind of yours
and she cant even connect the words you say with your eyes
and half the time she cant hear your voice

she is slipping away
loosing grip, and all this time she’s been holding on tight
and she wants to go back to your little secret spot
and hold you hostage there throughout the night

she wants more time
because the time we did have she threw away
and now she sits here and she just waits
she really cant concentrate

she feels a little crazy sometimes
we are too far away
and every one tells her that its impossible and it wont work
but her whole heart is yours

you know she loves you with every thing she’s got
and through it all she always defended you
and stuck on your side
though you make her so angry, most of the time

with your one worded response
and she knows that if she could she’s do anything to put a smile on your face
and she would make it so that you werent tired from such long days
and you make her oh so crazy

in good and bad ways
but you must remember, you’ve got to let her know
let her know that you think of her constantly
let her know that every thing will be okay....please