bursting

She couldn’t take it any more and so she began to burst
with passion, emotion, and the overflowing thoughts in her mind
she told herself that she would follow her heart

she really never intended to hurt any one
and she knows that along the way she has hurt many
stepped on a few and kept walking because that is what she was taught to do

and yes she knows that none of this makes any of what she has done right
so with that being said, none of this is meant to hurt any one
it is merely a reflection of a long and hard winter

she came with a broken heart
hoping to start fresh, with a clean slate
she didn’t intend to make many friends

and surely along the way, the relationships that were quickly created
were bound to break, no one knew her
and she knew no one

then there were six
three and three it was perfect...
she was unhappy

slowly we all began to break away
and now no one speaks
and she knows she began this mess

as usual she chose to ran away
isolated herself
only to tare herself apart

what they all have said has been right all along
she is manipulative, she plots evil
and its her way or no way

she hurt you and she hurt me
unaware as she claims it to be
she hurts, and she hurts constantly

its not the same anymore
no one comes around to say hello
so she constantly reevaluates those that do remain

the silence is killing her slowly
all these years she has spoken but never really said anything
is it her fault that she cannot gather the words verbally

so she sits here and writes about herself in third person
in hopes that someone will read and understand that which she calls her medium
does she really speak nonsense?

people loose their binds
and we become ungrateful of what we did have
and we forget to cherish those that we call dear to our heart

no one writes anymore
people are left forgotten
and she constantly sits in front of this screen hitting refresh