granted i am pissed
car gone in the middle of the night
i know that i am never going to hear the end of this from my parents
serves as a lesson right?
not so much in disguise
you are not welcomed here
or maybe you needed to stay here to save your own life
i don't know which to think at this point
you realize that people say things they don't mean
and perhaps it is out of my own anger but i am fed up
just so tired and drained
to have invested so much time and energy
so much fucken care
and to get nothing much back
whatever right
Karen move forward with life
you've got to leave this past behind
maybe you came here to find that 3 dollar book in that beautiful library
just to read those lines
"'You don't nee to doubt yourself, V. The world is your oyster , and you, my darling are the pearl. I see great things in your future. You have to trust me on this."
Maybe had I stayed a pearl, and lived in that oyster instead of saying to hell with it
Another obstacle you've got to over come
or maybe just maybe you've got to stop believing that everything happens for a reason and this is all fate
perhaps i am crazier than I believe
I think about it, and I see who goes out of their way to make sure I am okay
and those that just talk
And I am angry about that
Just a street I had been driving on, expecting to get some where
only to arrive and bam dead end and now no car
no destination, at least not unknown
"let's see where the night takes us"
back to no where
I feel I don't know what I feel
but I am at the last straw with this one
I never expected this
Car gone, chapter over?
more than likely yes
"Ma'm, there is a 50% chance we will find your car"
It's material granted, and memories are memories
I'm pissed
but I guess no more of this shit of not knowing where I'm going
because obviously that leads me to dark streets and dead ends
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