feeling like i'm driving and not getting anywhere

as always, I am constantly writing about not knowing where I am going
being 23, I knew it was going to be an awkward year
boy, was I right.
I feel overwhelmed at times
others too comfortable

I don't know really
I guess I miss having some one to drive no where with
Some one to say lets just go to the unknown
and bam know where we are headed when we get there

I've been driving
with no one in the passenger seat
It's this time in my life where I suppose no one is going to be sitting next to me
no one is going to hold my right hand nor my left because I like to be in the driver seat
and no one is sitting next to me any way

I've got to be my own motivation
Been praying a lot lately
hoping for the light at the end of the tunnel to shine bright
so that I could be guided towards that destiny/destination

Feels like I'm floating
with nothing in particular to look forward to
Just a pay check every two weeks
to pay bills
blow money
feeling responsible
but dependent on my parents

My heart races
and I panic
sometimes at snap at people that don't even know
I've got to constantly remind myself to write
to may be do a little more production
be happy

this life
it is the only life that I got to live


here is to trying to be more happy

and not letting anyone stop me :)