the things that piss me off about my mother's brothers...

ugh, where to begin.
first of all fuck you.
what do you think gives you a right to criticize?
because we share a last name?
because you are a man and by nature
you "feel that you have said entitlement to put me down"?


well you know what fuck you.
you are the type of men that I would never be friends with
publicly associate with, marry nor want my child to marry.
why? because you fucked up, you are a hypocrite, a drug user, an alcoholic
a church going sinner, you judge others about the relationships they keep
yet you never speak to your children, and you only come around when it's convenient for you

yeah, Fuck you
Because you know what, just because you are old
does not mean that you have some merit to demand respect
not mine.
and when I walk by and I am short with my words
or I even refuse to greet you, yet say hello to every one else it's for a reason

and then you go and judge a woman by her weight.
I'm sorry, I'm not you.
I am not a crack head. nor will I ever be.
No it's not ok.
And it's never gonna be.

I don't believe people change unless it is in their interest.
So Please don't come running to me.
Saying that you did me a favor,
Drove me 300 miles to get educated...
because that was once
in my mother's car,
she paid for gas, your meals, and she paid you

A favor you are not paid for.
So don't throw that in my face.
And call me a mal-agradacida
Because I would have kindly taken the bus
Fuck you


Don't say that my attitude makes me an ugly young lady
Because honestly you don't know me.
and you never will because you don't deserve to
And I am glad my mother agrees.
You've done things wrong, made the wrong impressions, said words that were uncalled for
I am not you child
Who are you to criticize
You didn't raise me
Did you?

You set the wrong example.
I am glad I have my father, because although he has his flaws.
He doesn't say to others what you have said.
And ultimately he has been a good man.
Never a day with out food on the table, roof over our head
Not a single thing to complain.

You on the other hand, walked away.
At times disappearing.
Sinning in church.

At least I'm real with my God.
I am true about who I am.
I don't put on another cara.
I may switch the roles I play in people's lives
But I never deny the things I've done wrong.
Nor do I put others down to make myself feel better.