back to the writing board

so lately i've been drawing more than writing, it seems to calm my nerves more these days, and i've become so fearful of writing lately, i guess it is because i know that my unconscious thoughts come out when i write, or at least those thoughts that I choose to suppress. I felt like writing this down so i at least have an explanation as to why writing is missing for this period of my life. I think it is also because I believe that I am not a good writer anymore. Until later...